Okay so Spring Break isn't really turning out the way I figured it would. Lots more to do than I originally expected and things that I thought were figured out are going completely in the other direction and the stress has been just barely bearable. Both yesterday and today, things have popped up that I didn't completely expect.
Just some thoughts...why is it that some people seem to have all the luck? They always get things worked out their way, its never that big a deal. Yeah sure they go on about how hard something was but really it wasn't that bad. They barely had to do anything to make it work out in their favor. Then there's you. Who has to fight tooth and nail to make things work, and then by the time you get it all figured out you can't really enjoy it because of all the stress that it caused. It's almost worth throwing it away because you can't enjoy it and its just easier if you throw it out and never bother with it again. But if you do go through with it...there is no joy in it. Now you're doing it basically because it is a shame to throw all that hard work down the drain. But even then, you know that the lucky person will still be going off about how hard things have been, and just because they have all the luck, you know that they will get more attention than you. More people will feel sorry for them than you just because they make such a big deal about it, and you have learned to suffer in silence.
Not the most uplifting story ever, but its thoughts that I can't get out of my head.
Laters!
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